Doc asks me how I feel and I tell him "like a guy who lay down in a river of blood, but I am still standing." Inside my head I …
It Is The Privilege Of Not Dying
Sometimes nature wakes me in the dark of the night and I wander into the bathroom and am surprised by flashbacks of that night in …
We’re Strangers With Memories…Now
Jeff Beck is singing Telephone Line and I am thinking about a brief email exchange where someone asked me what is new in my …
It’s Hard To Fight With One Arm
And so we start this particular tale with a link to a song that sometimes reminds me of bits and pieces of my youth. The Dreams …
The House Is So Very Quiet
They tell me the day the paramedics wheeled me out of the house you fought your brother to get out of his room so that you could …
Do You Have An Advanced Directive?
It is only 161 days since I told the ER doc to stop talking and give me the transfusion he said I'd need to live. "If I need …
I Stopped Trying To Tear Down The Walls
That story didn't take place on Hampshire Road nor did it involve a junior college math professor who looked like a undernourished …
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Pinballing Through Memories
Sometimes I dream about lying on the floor feeling the blood run out of me and the moment I realized I was dying. I remember more …
Death Threats Are So 1939
A few more fans slipped into my DMs or found other ways to tell me to pray they don't find me or to promise karma would catch up …
When The Family Dog Saves Your Life
Got Woke Up This Morning playing as I sit at the computer visions of Tony Soprano rolling down the highway interspersed with …







