Conversations about suicide come floating down the river of memories and I hear some voices promising me they will not do anything, alternating being begging and yelling they pull at me. I see images of myself and others from particular moments in time and remember pulling someone by their collar from the floor into a… Continue reading Of Secret Worlds & Wishes
Month: November 2019
Rivals & Choices
Thanksgiving isn’t known as a holiday in which you confess your sins and I am not going to start a new tradition but I will share a memory. It happened so long ago it feels like a different life time though I know for certain it was this one. I met a guy who was… Continue reading Rivals & Choices
I Taste Good
Hanging out with Roy and thinking about a hell of a day in which almost nothing feels real. Standing in a market next to a young boy who grabs a sample and says “I taste good” to which I mutter “me too” as I wander the aisles looking for my own necessities. The cooking shows… Continue reading I Taste Good
Another First Without Father
The third episode of the third season of The Crown is on and as the music plays I am starting to realize I am going to get almost a week of the first real vacation time I have had in years. Got a brief but desperately needed transition between the job that brought me back… Continue reading Another First Without Father
