One More Step, One More Chance

I spent the first part of last week trying to make like the lion in the photo above, searching for the sun and a way to enjoy the feel of it upon my back.

That cold that followed me back from Florida didn’t fought me every step of the way and remnants of it have stuck around like unwanted house guests.

I blame them or it for being told that my breathing is heavier than normal but admit part of me wonders if that is all it is.

Why?

Because I can hear myself breathing in a way I have never noticed before but at the same the sound of it reminds me of my father, which in a way is oddly comforting.

One More Step, One More Chance

The seesaw nature of life has been a little rockier than I would prefer lately and I have found myself wondering how I haven’t thrown myself off the edge of a cliff.

Relax, that is just me venting, I am not throwing myself off of any cliffs because all that would happen is I would bruise the hell out of myself and just have to climb back up.

But I am cognizant that in less than a year I have had two root canals, hernia surgery, a dislocated finger and a serious of other nicks, scrapes and bruises.

That doesn’t count multiple moves or some of the other stuff that I never write about here.

In short, I am tired and in need of a vacation but it is clear I have a bit of a journey before I get to take one of those.

So I am gritting my teeth, tightening my belt and pushing myself to take one more step forward, one more chance.

What I Know

Some people have suggested things have been harder because I miss LA and or wondered if I want to go back.

The answer is no, I don’t want to go back. I like living in Texas, this is home.

That is not to say I’ll never live there again because I might, but I might live a lot of other places too.

Life consistently throws challenges and opportunities at us so I won’t make definitive statements about where I might one day be.

What I know is I expected some of this to be hard so certain things are no different than what I anticipated.

But what is hard are some of the things that I couldn’t have guessed would happen or planned for.

Just have to roll with that crap.

Music Break

  • Do You Feel Like We Do– Peter Frampton
  • Show Me The Way– Peter Frampton
  • Your Time Is Gonna Come– Led Zeppelin
  • Come Talk To Me– Peter Gabriel
  • Let’s Go Crazy– Prince
  • Purple Rain– Prince
  • Rhythm Of My Heart– Rod Stewart
  • More Than This– Avalon
  • I Want To Take You Higher– Sly and The Family Stone

Keep Going

I am doing the one thing I know how to do, keep going.

That is why I cleaned the house, did the laundry and went to hear a man talk about drugs and our kids.

Because when you keep going and you keep pushing on ahead good things happen.

It is the kind of lie I always buy into and sometimes that is all that is important.

****

I started watching This Is Us this past Friday night and have been pleasantly surprised by it.

The show hasn’t been cheesy or saccharine sweet the way I thought it might be.

Should I mention that Billy J Kramer and the Dakotas just started singing Bad To Me while I was writing this.

Funny sort of coincidence because that is the sort of song I would expect to hear as part of the soundtrack.

Speaking of soundtracks I hear the beep of the timer which means it is time to turn off the oven and take out the chicken I made for dinner.

This is your favorite wheezing man signing off for dinner.

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Hi, I am Josh Wilner and I am happy that you have decided to visit my corner of cyberspace. I am a writer/marketer/friend and family man. My professional background includes more than twenty years in working with businesses to help them do a better job of connecting with their existing and prospective customers. More specifically I have worked with companies of all sizes from the Fortune 500 to the new start up to help them build, develop and grow their social media and marketing plans. I love spending time with my family and friends. I enjoy music, reading, writing, playing sports and laughing.

4 comments

  1. Stay on top of your health, old man ;-). It has a way of snow balling. Kidding!

    Moving twice in two years sucked the life out of me even though one was intra-city and the other six floors up. Hope things shake out nicely for you and your family.

    I love This is Us! So well done. Feels authentic.

    Reply
    1. TheJackB – Someone complained that this page doesn’t tell you what to expect to find here in this blog so I aim to rectify this with the next line. I am a father who writes about life, parenting, business, politics and fiction. I don’t use an editorial calendar because I don’t map out what I am going to write that far in advance. The primary focus will be on things that relate to children and parenting. But the nifty thing about that is that encompasses a wide range of things. Sometimes I work with companies on their PR/Marketing efforts. If they provide products or services I will disclose it. Here is an incomplete list of companies that I am currently or have recently worked with: Nintendo, Philips Norelco, Subway, Frigidaire and Mattel. Want to know more about me, keep reading. If I wanted to provide a professional description it would looks similar to this: Jack has a Bachelor of Arts degree in journalism from California State University Northridge. He has been writing for print and web publications for more than twenty years, covering a wide range of topics including: business, technology, parenting, politics, education, sports and religion. That is far too serious so I prefer to use something like: The Jack B. is a writer and author of 39 unpublished books and three screenplays. A former athlete and would be superhero he still fights for truth, justice and the American Way. Though he may look like a grown man, don’t fool yourself he is still a boy at heart. When he is not engaged in Walter Mitty like fantasies he is a husband, father and friend and blogs at TheJackB. Hmm…obviously I have since moved from Random Thoughts over to this place, but that is ok. This page is a work in progress which is a good description for me. I’ll probably tweak this on a regular basis so feel free to keep checking back in because you never know what might show up. I am a prolific writer and update frequently so don’t forget to scroll down the page to see what nugget of wisdom you just might have missed. Here is a short selection of posts to get you started. A Father Describes Parenting A Father’s Burden How Sister’s Helped to Train A Father of “Daddy’s Girl” Inside the Blogger’s Studio- A Dream, Er Nightmare The GermoPhobe What I Dream About I am In Love Becoming a Dad Dad’s Most Important Job A Decade of Dad Grandpa Donuts Why Your Post Sucks and Everyone Hates Your Blog A Letter To My Children- Things That Matter A Letter To My Children-2011 Dad Balances Fear Versus Reality Q&A With Daddy Blogger JackB Save The Last Dance For Me- 75 Years of Marriage An Uncertain Certainty Four Generations & A Wedding The Best Thing My Father Ever Said To Me 1 Foolproof Way To Become a Better Writer The Story Of A House- The Final Days He Died A Hero Twenty-Five Links That Will Make You A Better Writer/Blogger Thanks for coming by, I hope you like it. If you want to reach me use the contact form or try talk-to-jacknow-at-gmail-dotcom You can also find more information by clicking About Me and reading my profile there. Also, I encourage you to sign up for my newsletter using the form on the top right hand side of the page.
      Joshua Wilner says:

      I always listen to the wisdom of my elders. 😉

      Moving is a lot harder when you own real stuff and your wiser body doesn’t appreciate being asked to do some of things we ask of it.

      It really does feel authentic, reminds me of a time long gone now.

      Reply

  2. Hey there Josh,

    I think as we get older, we become more cognizant of the things that would never have bothered us before. Little nicks become bigger cuts, minor bruises become life-sized shadows, and a gentle cough becomes an uncompromising wheeze.

    I like that. I don’t like the fact that it’s a sign of us becoming at one with our mortality, but I like that it forces us to take a step back, pause, consider and reevaluate. We have different priorities now than we did at 20, or 30, or even 40. Sometimes we need the nicks to remind us we’re alive.

    Nice soundtrack, by the way. 🙂

    Reply
    1. TheJackB – Someone complained that this page doesn’t tell you what to expect to find here in this blog so I aim to rectify this with the next line. I am a father who writes about life, parenting, business, politics and fiction. I don’t use an editorial calendar because I don’t map out what I am going to write that far in advance. The primary focus will be on things that relate to children and parenting. But the nifty thing about that is that encompasses a wide range of things. Sometimes I work with companies on their PR/Marketing efforts. If they provide products or services I will disclose it. Here is an incomplete list of companies that I am currently or have recently worked with: Nintendo, Philips Norelco, Subway, Frigidaire and Mattel. Want to know more about me, keep reading. If I wanted to provide a professional description it would looks similar to this: Jack has a Bachelor of Arts degree in journalism from California State University Northridge. He has been writing for print and web publications for more than twenty years, covering a wide range of topics including: business, technology, parenting, politics, education, sports and religion. That is far too serious so I prefer to use something like: The Jack B. is a writer and author of 39 unpublished books and three screenplays. A former athlete and would be superhero he still fights for truth, justice and the American Way. Though he may look like a grown man, don’t fool yourself he is still a boy at heart. When he is not engaged in Walter Mitty like fantasies he is a husband, father and friend and blogs at TheJackB. Hmm…obviously I have since moved from Random Thoughts over to this place, but that is ok. This page is a work in progress which is a good description for me. I’ll probably tweak this on a regular basis so feel free to keep checking back in because you never know what might show up. I am a prolific writer and update frequently so don’t forget to scroll down the page to see what nugget of wisdom you just might have missed. Here is a short selection of posts to get you started. A Father Describes Parenting A Father’s Burden How Sister’s Helped to Train A Father of “Daddy’s Girl” Inside the Blogger’s Studio- A Dream, Er Nightmare The GermoPhobe What I Dream About I am In Love Becoming a Dad Dad’s Most Important Job A Decade of Dad Grandpa Donuts Why Your Post Sucks and Everyone Hates Your Blog A Letter To My Children- Things That Matter A Letter To My Children-2011 Dad Balances Fear Versus Reality Q&A With Daddy Blogger JackB Save The Last Dance For Me- 75 Years of Marriage An Uncertain Certainty Four Generations & A Wedding The Best Thing My Father Ever Said To Me 1 Foolproof Way To Become a Better Writer The Story Of A House- The Final Days He Died A Hero Twenty-Five Links That Will Make You A Better Writer/Blogger Thanks for coming by, I hope you like it. If you want to reach me use the contact form or try talk-to-jacknow-at-gmail-dotcom You can also find more information by clicking About Me and reading my profile there. Also, I encourage you to sign up for my newsletter using the form on the top right hand side of the page.
      Joshua Wilner says:

      Hey Danny,

      I like your thought here, but I am not sure I am ready to accept it gracefully, Aging is a battle for me right now, a real battle.

      Reply

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