A girl once sent me a note asking for a bunch of URLs so they could see what I write and where.
I took a moment to consider whether I was being messed with and then sent them along with a signature saying I am a Doctor Of Destiny.
Some experiences are meant to be had and cannot be stopped because a higher power is pushing them through.
There are those that fight this but they ought not because not only do I know things I am the Damn Doctor Of Destiny and I say the time has come to submit.
Especially because when I learned where and what they were reading I knew they were opening a door and that they understand I will be relentless at opening it the rest of the way.
Might not be the coolest or most graceful but I am built for demolition and for moving the heaviest of weights.
And being a Doctor of Destiny I know a few tricks and I included some in the posts you haven’t gotten to yet but assuredly will go visit.
So I wipe my brow with a shmata, stretch and prepare for what and who is coming.
It is the return of the Uncivilized Barbarian, the shackles have been removed and there is no stopping him.
Saw the queen mum like a particular post and laughed because surely it is a sign of a covent tree.
Just as it was when I drove out of Buc-cees down Olivia Street towards Lake June. Wasn’t planned, it just happened and was part of a 130 mile day.
Figure on another day tomorrow with trips to Mesquite, Garland, and Wylie with stops at the airport and maybe a trip to Tyler.
Heard that clock ticking again and recognized I have to go hard while I can because this can’t be sustained forever. Some things will catch up with me and there will be a collapse.
There will be a time when three hours of sleep will not do it and the 25 year-old will be sucked back into the place in which he has been imprisoned.
Figure he’ll be back because he can’t be caged and will break his bones upon the walls of whatever prison he is placed in.
So it is about taking action and moving forward to get answers to questions that won’t be ignored because peace of mind demands such a thing.
Unexpected
The long and winding road is filled with the unexpected and markers of the sublime and the absurd.
Could run the other direction and let the unexpected slumber in the past but it is not how I operate
That peace-of-mind doesn’t come from hiding from that which I can see, taste and feel.
Doesn’t come from saying some things are too hard, too complex and too challenging to take on because they are rarely as hard or as challenging as they seem.
Some fires burn you in different ways than traditional flame and so you can choose to be burnt without knowledge or understanding of why.
Or you can walk towards the flames and discover if you might not be as flammable as others suggest.
No reason to wear a sweater if others are cold.
Throw out some verse, put down some pages and see what happens cuz that is how life is meant to be lived.
Not hiding in a cave because you worry about what happens if you don’t properly solve for X.
Irrational numbers rule the roost sometimes. Hide in the open. Be blatant and hold out your hand daring it to be taken.
And maybe, just maybe the magic will do more than find you again.
Or maybe you’ll discover you read 629 silly words by a silly man acting silly because he can and because he has to blow off some steam.
